I just weighed myself. I couldn’t wait. I guess I wanted to know a starting point. I figured because I was feeling better I might be presently surprised my weight is either stable or I have lost a pound. Well since the last time I weighed myself I gained 8 pounds. I want to cry.
Feeling so fat and trapped in my body is making me gag this glass of water down. I’m looking down at my hands and my fingers are so fat. I’m depressed. I told my husband about it and God bless him he is blaming the water. Well, I hope some of it is water.
I’m on my way to the grocery store to pick up some things to maintain my diet.
I have two glasses left.